fix you me.


Kayak lagu fix you yang ntah kenapa gue lebih suka versi coverannya secondhand serenade dibanding versi orinya coldplay.

I just....
Tired tried not to be tired

Upside down

Iya emang kecampur aduk.
Dari lor sambil ke kidul
Dari A lompat ke Z
Walaupun masih dalam satu payung tema besar yang sama sih.

Bingung. Antara  butuh secangkir cokelat hangat
Atau sekaleng radler dingin

But yes, baby
Until you heal the wound of your past,
it won't stop bleeding.

Thinking out loud

That maybe
He thought what happened yesterday was a mistakes.

Or maybe,

I am
That mistakes.

Kontradiksi.

Ada chapter-chapter dalam buku, yang lebih baik tidak lagi dibaca ulang

Atau

Ada gema, yang lebih baik tidak lagi digaungkan

Juga

Ada tirai-tirai tertutup, yang sebaiknya tidak pernah disingkap lagi



Tetapi bukankah sama saja,

Dengan berharap

Pada rintik, untuk tidak akan pernah lagi jatuh bertemu bumi?

Atau

Pada kabut, untuk tidak akan pernah lagi melangit?

Feel nothing. At all

But this feeling suddenly comes out.
Capek. Lelah. Marah. Sedih. Muak

Anytime, Anywhere.
And it hit you
.
.
.
Now

it's been 3 days. Dream. You

jadi ceritanya gue lagi tergila-gila sama beberapa lagu. saking sukanya bahkan sampe gabisa nentuin siapa yang ada di urutan pertama lagu ter-uuuh versi oca. bahahahaha! lebaaaayy
tapi serius, salah satu lagu yang ntah gimana bikin eargasm adalah lagunya adhitia sofyan yang judulnya gaze. Lagunya piye ya, miris tapi musiknya asik. bikin down tapi disaat yang sama rasanya kaya dikuatin. Hahahahaha oke ini agak alay but tbh, beberapa hari terakhir gue engga bisa tidur kalo ga dengerin lagu ini. Ha !

Adhitia Sofyan - Gaze

Stay a while,
I'm gazing the way you move from far
Never look back since then I won't have to wander the woods again

(this is my fav part :3)
Stay a while,
I'm watching the story goes so far
Only a little while it seems fits right in to my head but then..
Lights go down, curtain falls
That's how this story ends
As the day passes by
I knew that this gaze was long overdue

Stay a while, still gazing the way you move, from far
I'm taking it harder now I know,
Shows coming to an end it seems

Stay a while, I'm taking my final gaze you see
Gonna look back this time I will wander the woods again my dear

Lights go down, curtain falls
That's how this story ends
As the day passes by
I knew that this gaze was long overdue

Night will fall you see the city glows again
You see the morning comes to soon
That's how the circle goes around
Here and there always a story from somewhere
Always another line to say
No I won't stay along this line of broken pieces lying somewhere

Stay a while,
I'm gazing the way you move from far
Never look back since then I won't have to wander the woods again

Stay a while,
I'm watching the story goes so far
Only a little while it seems fits right in to my head but then..
Lights go down, curtain falls
That's how this story ends
As the day passes by
I knew that this gaze was long overdue
I'll do it all again

Oca Mode: Senggol Bacok

Jakarta, 12 Juli 2017
Jam 11.06 di meja kantor
Ditulis diantara muter dan napak


Gue benci saat-saat mau dapet
Saat dimana lo jadi super sensitif, dalam kasus gue, jadi cengeng. Dikit dikit mata brambang. Upil
Belom lagi mood naik drastis turun terjun payung, badan sakit semua, kaki pegel
Satu lagi,
Darah rendah yang ntah gimana selalu udah kumat bahkan dari masa pra gini
Lemesh. Pusing. Rasanya pengen nemplok ditembok yang adem. Ngok

Yap, ternyata gak cuma merapi yang tak pernah ingkar janji, mereka mereka itu juga gakpernah ingkar janji dateng tepat waktu

COKLAT MANA COKLAAAATTTTT

shower

Aku kuyup,
Ditelanjangi rindu

Tuhan,
dengan segala kerendahan hati kami menghadapMu

..but don't give up.

because you are loved.